Pirate - Akisa Keryan

[Akisa Keryan]

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Akisa Keryan♀

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"Whoops! That was not medicine!"

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(\Birth Name/)

[/u][/font]║Diary Entry 001 - Nov. 1 18[/u];║[/b][/font]

I'm Akisa Keryan. That's [Ak-ay-sa] [Ke-Ryan]! [Hi Diary!]

(\Aliases/)[/u][/font] Name often shortened to Aki


(\Gender/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 001 - Nov. 1, 18;║[/b][/size][/font]

I'm a girl.

(\Race/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 001 - Nov. 1, 18;║[/b][/size][/font]

Just your average everyday [human] girl!

(\Sexual Preference/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 065 - Jan. 2nd, 21;║[/b][/size][/font]

It seems no matter what I do nobody can ever connect with me. Am I even deserving of love? I hadn't noticed it until now, but ever since Jack left i've noticed how few people actually seem to know even half of me...[[Not quite bisexual, but anyone who can connect with her even with her emotion suppressors is a valid relationship to Akisa. She feels absolutely no sexual drive towards women. Whatever her lover wished to do, she would follow along, though.]]

(\Age/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 100 - Nov 1st, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

Well, I just turned twenty...

(\Date of Birth/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 099 - Nov. 1st, 18;║[/b][/size][/font]

I was born today! I mean, not really today, but today fourteen years ago! [Nov. 1st, 4]

(\Affiliation/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 001 - Nov. 1st, 18;║[/b][/size][/font]

Me and Jacky were thinking of going and playing Pirates and Marines with my new toy boat at the Docks today after my party! I wonder when i'll be a pirate?

(\Crew/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 099 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

I had gotten wind from one of my old friends, Keia, of some great news, that Jack is on the crew of the Blackout Pirates. Hmm... I wonder if they would let someone like me on board?

(\Alignment/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 099 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

He says i'm just too lawful for being a pirate, too sweet, too good. He's a big buffoon.

(\Sign/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 001 - Nov. 1st, 18;║[/b][/size][/font]

One of the funny people in town with a crystal globe says I'm a Scorpio, too.

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...N/A

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╗Physical Status╔═══════════╗

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(\Height/)

[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 099 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

Let's see, still a flat 5'0''!

(\Weight/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 025 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

Still weigh about 110 lbs, too.

(\Eyes/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 099 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

My eyes still appear to be a green color.

(\Hair/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 099 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

Just like always I've kept my hair long and teal, though under some lights it can look more turquoise than teal. I usually like just keeping my hair free, though I also like taming it into two twin tails.

(\Physical Description/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 099 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

[/color]Okay! I've kept my body in good shape, which is good considering my really small size. Not really that much muscle compared to everyone else in town, but after the incident people are a bit... wary of picking a fight with me. All the better! Anyways, my figure isn't abnormal for a woman my age...

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Let's see... what was I wearing today? I still have a penchant for skirts both short and long, I guess i'm not really combat ready all the time huh? Whatever, anyway, I make sure always to wear a blouse that will cover the entirety of my arms and chest, I don't need to strut around anything really. I have a soft spot for sweaters and jackets, too. And for anything pink, really. Hehe!

[/color]Like always, I have my emotion suppressors online, so my ears are replaced with some strange looking metal things [look very closely at her ears!]. If they were offline, I'd have normal ears like everyone else.

Welp, I think that sums up my checkup for this month! I'm really sory for doing this so early, but if I wasn't able to do it by the end of this month when I start my journey I'd go insane!
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╗A Little about You╔═══════════╗

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(\History/)

[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 001 - Nov. 1 18[/u];║[/b][/font]

I'm Akisa Keryan. That's [Ak-ay-sa] [Ke-Ryan]! [Hi Diary!] I'm a girl. Just your average, everyday 14 year old girl! Okay, um, not exactly average. I don't think most 14 year old Human girls can turn their bodies into clothes, but that's what I do! Um... Yeah. Is that enough of an introduction Diary? I think so. Hm... I like to think i'm stylish at least. Hehe, get it? Stylish? Whatever, anyway, Me and Jacky were thinking of going and playing Pirates and Marines with my new toy boat at the Docks today after my party! I wonder when i'll be a pirate? More importantly, this stupid boat doesn't move. I wonder if I could fit a steam engine on it, hm. Maybe it could be upgraded into a train-ship, traversing onto land-based rails from a beach! Hehe, well let's start on the engine first. Oh, speaking of pirates, Mommy Renny gets really mad when I ever ask her about that - and Daddy Len just laughs. How is that funny?! Hmph, the nerve of some parents. Oh! Right, I almost forgot Diary! This is the last part of my introduction to you, sorry! One of the funny people in town with a crystal globe says I'm a Scorpio, too. Whatever that is. Oh! What about you? Jackie gave me you as a present on my birthday today. It's a really big diary. It can hold thousands of entries! Isn't that awesome?!

Oh, I'll tell you what's NOT awesome. Extremely horrible pineapples are not awesome, ones with swirls on them. I found one in Daddy's attic a few years ago that looked tasty, and I really love pineapples! But when I went to eat some of it, it tasted so bad! I swallowed it though because spitting out food like that was disgusting, it'd be better to just swallow it and forget it. I put the pineapple back after I took the bite. I heard Dad yelling up in the attic the next day, something about how our retirement money was ruined or something. I then got a lot of spankings, it really hurt, but that was a long time ago. I never knew a pineapple was so valuable, let alone one that tasted so bad! Huh, now that I think of it... my powers started coming up after I took that pineapple bite...

Anyways, My family is big. Not super big, but still big enough. There's Mommy, Daddy, Brother Ken, Uncle Stevo, Aunt Pilon [She's really mean! Don't tell her I told you that. She'd give me a noogie or worse!], Sister Aelira, Sister Pinn, and twenty others that I barely ever see, mostly cousins and uncles and stuff. All of them pirates! Except Mommy and Daddy. They're retired - I think something bad happened that made Mommy not like the idea of being a pirate and doesn't want me to be one too. I don't understand it fully, but I think she just wanted to settle down for a family. I dunno. I have a little workshop where I tinker with all the things I like working with. Steam engines, little toy trains. You name it, i've got it!

Most of my family tries to stay away from me because of my power. Or, well, not because of my power! It's because I need to keep my emotions suppressed using my power by turning my ears into sound-wave producing things that cancel out the brainwaves that would tell my body to have facial expressions and react to emotions. I still feel emotions just fine, though! ... but I usually end up looking really creepy and soulless. I can see it myself in the mirror. I can try my hardest to smile with the emotion suppressors on, but it'll just never happen. I don't hate my power, but I don't want it to lose control. The last time it did, almost eight years ago, I went into a coma for a really long time, almost an entire year. You see, my body decides to break up into armor fragments if my emotions get out of control, and if these fragments get too far apart from each-other, my mind gets damaged, potentially to the point of death. I don't remember anything about the coma but the most horrible feeling of... emptiness. I think Death was trying to take me, I feel him whenever I'm in the dark. Scratching at me. I don't want him to find me, so I gotta stay out of the dark, you understand?

Uh... this isn't the best thing to write on my birthday! I'm such a downer. Oh, cake! Bye Diary!

║Diary Entry 040 - Nov. 2 20[/u];║[/b][/font]

This was a very scary week! Bandits had come and attacked town. I was just strolling through the steam docks at 10:00 AM sharp like I always do when these burly men came out of nowhere, began shouting, and then grabbed and took me along with all these other valuables in a big rush! I was yelling a lot so... I actually don't remember much after they knocked me out with something. I had very little knowledge and control of my power back then, so defending myself was a no-go. When I did wake up, I was in the bandit's camp. I would rather not recount the things I heard them talking about... doing with me. Let's just say that my life's been saved in more than one way. On the day after my birthday, of all days.

When I was rescued by Jack's Granny, I also found others helping a terribly wounded Jack back to town. He had gotten both of his legs and his arm and eye all... removed from his body. While Jack was recovering, I eventually got the will to ask his Granny just how Jack had gotten those wounds. She told me that day the truth, that Jack had ran into the camp chasing after me, enraged. He needed to save me, but failed... losing his ability to walk, fight and depth perception all at once.

Ever since Jack recovered enough to talk and move around, I can see this answer reflected in his eyes. He has trouble looking at me, some days not even having the will to look at me at all. It drove me insane, It made me sick to my stomach. My mind told me that he had to feel defeated and weary after his loss, yet my heart couldn't stop tearing my insides limb from limb. I felt like he despised me for how I couldn't cry or feel sorrow over his loss all because of my fear of death. Emotion would cause my body to destabilize and send me into that dreaded coma, or worse. I tried to care for him, to make up for the grave price he paid... yet with my soulless appearance and relatively useless function, that is never going to happen. I don't know weather to hate myself for my worthless pile of lies or Jack for being so stupid, for treating me this way... even when I knew it was only my own mind placing those thoughts in my head.

It's been a month since the kidnapping, and I have resolved to stay in my workshop. After 'obtaining' the schematics basic prosthetic designs, I've started to get ideas for... re-designed, innovated versions of these limbs. I don't deserve to stay near Jack, but that doesn't mean I'm not going to help him.

║Diary Entry 077 - Oct. 1st, 23[/u];║[/b][/font]

I've never actually had that many creative ideas in my head for the use of being a mechanic. I was always distracted by something else. These three past years have been nothing but work in my workshop; designing, building, testing and re-designing my finest creation yet. The Mecha Prosthetics Type Zero.

I couldn't help but feel proud of myself, regardless of how I felt while I brooded in silence in my workshop. Idea after idea came to me while I buried myself in all sorts of schematics... some of which i'm not proud of my method of attainment. Still, this is the Macchina di Terrano, people should expect thievery in a place like this. It was for a grand cause. The return of Jack's as well as my own life. My parents had gotten worried while I was almost never seen by them, but I don't care. It's finished! Well, mostly. After a few last-minute tweaking to make sure everything works properly, I'm going to give them to Jack.

║Diary Entry 078 - Oct. 2st, 23[/u];║[/b][/font]

I can't believe what just happened. No, I really can't. I CAN-

[/i] legible did not seem like pleasant words.-[/color][/ul]I'm sorry, Jack. I shouldn't say things like that. Why did you have to go so sudden? I expected him to be ecstatic about my invention, I thought I was finally going to be seen as the wonderful person I want to be. No, instead, he left. The second he got those limbs on, he just stood up, walked up to em, and then he said something. I would have stopped him, grabbed his sleeve, something... but, I was shocked. Speechless.

At first, I figured it sounded like he loved me. He said how he had failed to protect me, that he couldn't stand to lose the one he loved. He wasn't talking about me, though. It was someone else, a girl I remember constantly caring him while I whittled away my time in the workshop. A kind, gentle, emotional woman... perfect for Jack. I'm not sure about her, but my reward for three years of my life and ruined morals would be to be left alone in my hometown, with the promise that he'd come back 'When he's stronger'.

I was so angry, Diary... I'm sure you can see that. I've gotten over it now, though. He'll be better off out there, learning new things without the restraints of things like me blocking his path. I've served my purpose. After all, I'm just a tool in the end, aren't I?

I'm done, Diary. I don't know what to do anymore.[/blockquote]
║Diary Entry 080 - Nov. 1, 23;║[/b][/size][/font]

On my birthday today, just like every birthday, Keia came to visit. She was a good friend of mine, one of the few people that bothered to visit me in my work shop while I worked on the prosthetics, my parents and siblings being the others. Anyways, Keia's visit was a little special.

While sailing back to town from another location, Keia had boarded a friend's vessel for a good drink before continuing her journey there. What she had found in her stay, though, was a sleeping stowaway Jack in their cargo hold, headed for the New World. Was he planning to be a full-blown pirate? This really got me thinking; was there some way that I could go with Jask? Perhaps help him? I had taught him how to maintain his prosthetics, but what if something unexpected happened?! I needed to be with him, I reasoned with myself.

Keia knows me all too well, though. She sat there and gave me all these different reasons as to why I should not be a pirate in her usual, blunt way. I liked her honesty, at least... but, even after all she said, I couldn't be dissuaded by the idea. All day today I couldn't think of anything but joining Jack in his journey... but, really, there was nothing I could do about it now. Even if I did go to the New World to look for him, I had no other leads to find him, so it was pointless.

Am I going insane? Why can't I think of anything but Jack, and why does the thought of being with him bring a renewed vigor that I hadn't felt since Jack had left? I don't know...

║Diary Entry 099 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

Keia visited me on a day other than my birthday. How strange! She brought the most exciting news that i've had in an entire year, though. She had finally found Jack! Apparently, he was now working as a shipwright of the Blackout?! crew. Regardless of the details, I've immediately begun preparations to find my way to this ship. I heard Ace is the captain of this crew too, Brooklyn's mostly-sister. That's fine with me, whenever I saw Brooklyn with Jack, it was like the two were complimenting each others very being. Like one was yin and - Okay, I should stop that cliche comparison right there. Still, Ace seemed nice when around Brooklyn, so... how bad could this be? ... Right? So long as Mom never finds out what i'm doing. She woudl flip! That's why I never told her that I really wanted to be a pirate. She doesn't hate pirates at all... yet, she doesn't want me to be one. I still don't get it... but whatever. This is what's important to me now.

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(\Your Good Side/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 080 - Nov. 1, 23;║[/b][/size][/font]

So Keia gave me five reasons why I can't be a pirate,

• Kind - "You're way too kind, you'd rather help pick up the enemy you just beat than claim your dominance over them! And don't even get me started on how empathic you are. Empathy is a good leadership trait until you start hugging and patting them on the back while cooing to them like their bloody mother! Then it's just pathetic! You've got it even worse for animals, too. A total animal nutjob! Animals don't even like you!
  
• Respectful - "And what about your "Mister" and "Miss" and all this other... I don't even understand you sometimes. No matter how bad someone treats you you always refer to them very formally, and no matter how stronger or smarter you are than someone else you never show it off. You aren't going to get anywhere in life with an attitude like that, Aki!"
  
• Committed/Orderly - "Okay, so a pirate is a free spirit in this world. They do whatever the hell they want, when they want it, and where they choose it. You, on the other hand, are just so STUBBORN! When you've got a plan you stick to it no matter what, and when your mind is made up changing it is like trying to wrestle a Rhino. If you like set schedules day in and out, why don't you join the damned Marines? I swear, it's like you've got Obsessive Compulsive Disorder."
  
• Mostly Truthful - "Then there's your stupid way of telling the truth about practically anything, but then lying for the most retarded reasons! Why do you need to lie that you like something that someone else loves even though you hate it? Do you need to fit in? Pirates don't 'fit in'. They beat others up until THEY fit in!" [[This one is a 'Good natured' trait.]]
  
• Comprehending/Logical - "And you're such a nerd! You're one of the ONLY people that would find watching freaking GRASS grow! Come ON! Though being a smart pirate does always help... still your overwhelming boring aura is a no-go.

(\Your Bad Side/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 080 - Nov. 1, 23;║[/b][/size][/font]

Oh, and five other things that made me a bad pirate... I don't think half of the things she mentioned made me a bad pirate! But here they are,

• Troubled - "You're probably one of the strangest individuals i've ever seen... You've told me, in great detail, just how far you would be willing to go to find a way to live without your emotion suppressors. And you know what? It scares the fuck out of me. You going to slit my throat if killing me would provide your dream? Er, don't look at me like that!"
  
• Phobias - "Worst of all, you're a big pussy. You have so many things you're in explicitly afraid of! For crying out loud, you curl up in a ball and shiver by yourself even with your emotion suppressors on when you're in the dark! The sight of your own blood drives you into a panic and then there's all this other stuff. Come on, can't you grow up?" [Just PM me for her other phobias. I left them out to keep this short.]
  
• Serious - "And you're so sensitive! Someone can emotionally slap and rape you to death and all you'll do is bottle it up, say that they're right and that you're bad, then keep on walking. The worst part is, I think you believe it when you give in to insults. Just because someone says you're stupid doesn't mean you are! Have some self esteem, dummy! Pirates need self esteem! I like how you don't brood about all of your feelings, but don't beat yourself up over every little mistake."
  
• Reserved - "And why do you need to keep all of your thoughts to yourself? Are you serious that i'm the only person you've told what you really think about things? Are you really so afraid that you're going to be a bother and annoyance to those around you? Are you really so worried that you're too creepy to be with anyone? Oh, you are?. . . Well, don't be! Ugh... you're so difficult."
  
• Follower - "And then there's your leadership skills. You're like a sheep, you always try to look like you want to do what your friends want to do, never what you want to do! Your just fine with following other people's orders, and that's not good if you want to be a real pirate!"

(\What Do You Enjoy?/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 099 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

I was thinking, maybe I should make a list of the top few things I might miss when I start my journey?

• Spending time with people who don't think i'm creepy
  
• My pet kitty Lickums! Poor kitty will have to stay with Keia, I won't endanger her! I don't think she really likes me that much, anyway... The kitty, that is
  
• Animals in general. I really really love them!
  
• Any intellectual pursuit. Like mechanics or medicine
  
• Wide, open spaces
  
• Being worn, a sort of embarrassing thing... I think it's a side effect of my power. Hehe. Men's clothing isn't really all fitting for me, though
  
• Heights. I like being up high in the skies!
  
• I like trains
  
• Being complimented... i'm a sucker for complimeents.

Wow, I could go on forever! Sorry Diary, I should stop here.

(\Grind Your Gears/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 099 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

What will be some things I WON'T miss though? Hm,

• Sweet foods, I just can't stand chocolates and the like. Call me weird all you like!
  
• Bad smells such as sweat... though I think those will follow me wherever I go so long as i'm near any sea-goer.
  
• Spontaneous things. Come on, why do people have to be so insane sometimes?! Maybe with less people around me I can plan things out better...
  
• Having all of my food all mixed up. I'm picky!
  
• My order being ruined. Don't mess up my sock drawer or anything else!
  
• Rust, it just looks so ugly but it gets everywhere and is a pain to clean off!

(\What do you carry with you?/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 099 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

• Purse/Satchel - I always carry around my purse! For more viability in combat, though, I've made it so that it can double as a satchel attached to any skirt or belt that I wear. In this purse I hold many things! Some things are constantly in there, though. This will be the only true thing, besides clothes and some money, that I will bring with me in my journey!
  
• A wooden brush - My Mother gave me a specail brush after I got back from being kiddnapped four years ago. No, it wasn't a used one! That's gross! But my entire family made it together, each contributing a little peice of the construction of the bristles, the wood, the grip, all to a pristine perfection! And I love it!
  ... Plus, I can't stop keeping my hair tidy.
  
• A spare pair of undergarmets - Don't tell anyone, Diary, but I keep a bra and panties in my purse too. It has to do with my power, though... sometimes my clothes tend to rip depending on how I change. I need a backup plan in case embarressing situations like that happen again. PLEASE don't tell anyone that I keep them hidden in a secret sewn compartment in my purse, though!
  
• You, the Silver-Trim Lining Brown Leather Diary with my name in a pink plaque! - This diary is amazing, it's so big it can just about a thousand different entries. That is, if you used both sides of each page, as the diary is 500 pages long. Jack gave me you.

I don't bother carrying around any weapons with me. I'm my own weapon... literally.

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(\What Drives You?/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 080 - Nov. 1st, 22;║[/b][/size][/font]

Just like usual, my birthday wish wasn't granted. I still have to deal with my emotion suppressors if I don't want to die. Jack still won't come back. Why can't I stop thinking of Jack? I'm just in a general bad mood. I'm starting to think crazy things, like going out looking for Jack myself...

(\Commonly Associated Numbers/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 042 - May 3rd, 21;║[/b][/size][/font]

Uh, I like the number 42? I don't know what to say for this entry. Meh!

(\Commonly Associated Color/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 042 - May 3rd, 21;║[/b][/size][/font]

This blue like color is my favorite!

(\Associated Animal/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 099 - Oct. 25th, 24;║[/b][/size][/font]

Poor Lickums... the only cat I've ever met that wasn't so petrified of me that she woudln't ever accept the food I offer her! You were a one-of-a-kind... poor Lickums... I hope Keia takes good care of you.

(\Scent/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 042 - May 3rd, 21;║[/b][/size][/font]

Well, I always like using a sweet smelling shampoo when I shower! ... wow, I really have nothing to say for this entry.

(\Favorite Foods/)[/u][/font] ║Diary Entry 042 - May 3rd, 21;║[/b][/size][/font]

Well, huh. I generally seem to like bitter foods and sour foods, and most kinds of fruit. Boy do I love fruit! Pineapple is my favorite. The only meat I really eat is white meat, though. I can't stand red meat.

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[Darkwings]

OH. MY. GOD. I absolutely love this app. I was excited when I first saw the diary entry thing, which is ingenious. I love it. It was so immersive and fun to read that I didn't notice spelling mistakes and things like that, cause in reality, a person would expect spelling errors and a few grammatical errors out of a diary. It left me speechless. And towards the end, I went. "Azure could definitely plot with this girl." Pm me if you're interested. Azure is the First mate of the BlackOut!? Pirates and first mate. But yeah, enough fluff.



Welcome to the BlackOut!? Pirates and welcome to Drops of Booze.